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| Have been sick for almost 2 weeks, sometimes getting worse , sometimes getting better. Coughing so much ..running nose~.my nose almost broken la..hahaha Not really happy tonite , when i get home , Hun , told me that he is upset , when i ask why, he told me that he took out all his old piz with his ex. sigh .........he made me feel sad too . i don't know why he is the only one that i care so much beside boyfriend. We are not in relationship . But he is the only one that i really care. he is my best best Hun, he cares about me , he is there when i was down, he is the one to pick me up , he knows everything about me , no matter how bad i m , he knows it . he knows all my secrets. that's why i feel that i start really rely on him, sigh ........ i Cry, cry for him, i cry becoz he is crying , becoz he is sad. i don't know why when he told me he is sad and something , my tears start coming out. i don't want him to be sad. i don't . i really want to see him happy one day, walk toward to the better life . Hun, Love ya~ cheer up.. | | |
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作曲：高皓正 填詞：高皓正 編曲：吳國欣 監製：方樹樑
天生 不相戀不可以嗎
我怕 妳吻得出我嘴角開始結疤 世界有真愛嗎
一擁抱別人就拆散 應該心死為何又作反 錯過為何還要貪
相戀有罪
為誰付出也心虛 她當愛情是興趣
我只想戀愛 妳別還我眼淚
不該偷取 我被妳關進堡壘 男人天生最怕獨居
難道不戀愛沒人類 我也不可能一生不心碎 寧願沒愛侶
傷口裡面藏著戒心 單身不需要營造氣氛 怕妳同情才抱緊
相戀有罪
為誰付出也心虛 她當愛情是興趣
我只想戀愛 妳別還我眼淚
不該偷取 我被妳關進堡壘 男人天生最怕獨居
難道不戀愛沒人類 我也不可能一生不心碎 寧願沒愛侶
不會痛恨誰 我知 人有罪
如得到必先失去 拿我心血練成眼淚
失戀以後沒人問津對不對 死了也能活過去
我只想戀愛 愛別人卻太艱鉅 相信我吧
有日會找到登對 男人不想永遠獨居
然後不擁抱便無罪 懺悔多少餘生不需心碎 留低在 這裡
寧願這一世亦沒愛侶 | | |
| Didn't really update here for a while, after last entry, so many things happened. Last Friday morning, i finally got my result, got the final answer that i want from alan wong. sigh.......of coz bad outcome, He just want keep the existing relationship, but not as bf/gf. well well well . after almost one week , i saw him yesterday again.. i didn't talk to him, honestly i was intentation to avoid him. today went to movie with Eric and He. sigh.......i think was okei ..but when eric talk to me while i was driving him back home..he said i kinda treat Alan wong bad, not really talk to him, well ..i don't know but i think i need time to ajust , i think he needs it too.
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| Come to the end of Jan 2008, One month already .
So many change, you never expect things were happening like that.
God my passport application done today, will get it on FEb 14.
Still don't know what i want for myself, Still don't know what he wants ...arrrghhh
just too too too complicated.
He is disappeared for almost 1 week, we didn't call up each other, but he still alive , i m sure about that~..
add up the time, i didn't see him for 2 weeks already. never talk in the past 2 weeks. both of us on msn, but we never really msg each other...hahaha...just weird..but i get used to this. we were like that way back to the beginning. we were like that when the time we knew each other~...Just weird...-_-" | | |
| Had fever yesterday @ the time almost get off work. Aj and they came...well ..he gave me the cheque. but not included ah Jai's money..well well well , always in my mind. he is ah Jai's God father , can he just sub. a little bit money for ah Jai?...ummm... well , is fine. i have to pay the credit card payment anyways on next week. can't wait for ah Jai's money. I m getting tired about him..i don't know what he wants, what he thinking. i m just so confused. i just feel our relationship really complicated , or just me think it really complicated..........-_-" I give myself a deadline, which is on March. after the T.C...if he still not going to say anything or do anything....i will just go . ummm..........but i don't have too much hope for it....... upset, disappointed. but nothing i can do ~..coz i did what i can already. anyways~..that's life n life goes on~......... | | |
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